SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.

Friday, March 20, 2009

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well. another week has just past with a blink of an eye. many have adviced that once you turn 20, time passes by like nobody's business. and i can't help it but believe now.

is life really unfair or is just a balance treatment of giving you something else that the others may lack? why do people always envy this and that but not be contented with what they have that others may also lack? perhaps that's just human nature to want more, or maybe it's just materialism.

why can't people just erase their past just like a pencil marking made on a piece of paper? oh wait. it isn't that easy - the force that you used to write on that piece of paper will be the marking - perhaps everything you do will someday come back to you, be it bad or good.

why can't people have a clearer picture of what's happening when they are the protagonist of the stage play? why can't they be more rational sometimes and clear minded? perhaps that's human when feelings start to get involved - after all it's just a human nature thing isn't it?

why can't life be a more clear cut path instead of all the ups and downs? perhaps that's god's way of making us realise who really care for us at the end of the day through the various ups and downs. but what if the one that really cares is the one who dissapoints you the most, are you going to put the incident behind you all the time? will the hurt just die down as time passes?

why the paperchase and powerchase after all the dramas that we have seen on tv? though many may end up somewhere high and mighty. but it's just a show. in real life have they thought of implications on others and the ruthlessness that they will show - perhaps it's just the feeling of satisfication and the society pressure. the pragmatism of the society.

why do people like to put on a facade to cover up for all those feelings that are swirling inside them? perhaps it's just the way of looking strong, so that the last bit of pride and dignity is left for one self. or should i say the thicker the mask, the stronger you will stand out among the crowd. but deep inside you are just crumbling into bits and the mask is just a fortress bulid around you for the last defence purpose.

why do people like to escape and hide so much when they ought to be brave against challenges? even if it reflects cowardism? perhaps they are too scared to try; too afraid to lose the battle again; too afraid to show how weak they are inside.

why can't human just stop time at a certain period of time? perhaps it's just to remind every being that no matter how elated or depressed you are, time doesn't stop for you. so that you will get up and move on, or treasure the happiness that you felt at that moment. it's just nature's way of getting you to move.

why can't people unravel a mistake to save a regret? perhaps it's nature's way of teaching us a lesson - a lesson hard enough to remind us that we should not make the same mistake in the future.

why can't people just bounce back immediately from where they fall instead of sinking further? maybe it's the courage that's needed for someone to pick up the pieces again to move on. after all you don't need courage to fall further, but a lot is needed to stand stronger than before.

after all life is just another unwinding path, don't you agree?

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