left with 6 more days in this department; the extra two more days of off discounts everything to 4 days now. how time flies, i still remember the first day of stepping into this bank, till what i have achieved now. though it's not much, but for someone that does not have any banking experience, it's enough for the time being.

seriously, i don't know if the choice that i am going to make is a wise choice or not - the next step would be quite tough and tedious considering working in this environment for the next 5 years if i manage to secure the sponsorship. it will be good in a way though; by the age of 25. i would have 3 different certs, work experience and some money.

but to many, it will seem crazy cause to work and study part-time, it's gonna be real stressed and everything. but on the other hand, if i manage to survive through and get good grades, i will be respected even more. but then again, easier said than done.

the weather for the past few days have really been crazy. the sun is glaring so brightly for a moment, and then next minute there would be gloomy clouds followed by thunder storms. no wonder they always use that to describe girls. after all, girls temprement changes like the weather - too unpredicatble.

maybe it is really right that the sadder you are, the more happy you will pretend to be. after all, no one will be willing to divulge and show all the emotions whenever they go, right?

- disappointment is the word to describe things. no idea how did things turn out like that with you putting words into my mouth. i guess it's just a misunderstanding, but no one is willing to take a stand back and give in. but the least i expect of you is to tell people that and those stuff that i saw for myself. i just can't being myself to take the first step. you might not know this, or might not even care. but not everything will go your way always and everytime. it's time to get out of your shelter and head for the grey area instead.

- as the old saying goes: you won't know what you have lost till you really lose them. sighs. is there any way to turn back time?

* dear god, please take away all the stress.

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