how i wish i could just eradicate all the thoughts and feelings. even the saddest song doesn't seem to relieve anything. if only we can we just turn the clock and go back to those times. maybe we were too naive back then. two years have past, manythings have changed. if only i paid more attention. if only i have not been that way, then maybe things have not turned out this way. where has the past gone to? or was it the peer pressure that forced me to react in the ways that i have reacted.

what did i do what i did?

maybe it's just fated that it's not meant to last during the last few months of your serving term.

i guess i know how you have felt back then. i've tried what i can. i don't know if it's the utmost that i can do. but my heart seems to become weaker with each silent reply. even though it seems as though i have come back again and again to try. i don't know what else can i do to say sorry and make things better.

crying to let out all emotions seems to be so far away when one can't even make tears well up. the only way is to put on a mask to retend that it's all okay, that everything's fine. so that you may be happier on the other side.

i can only hope tht things are going okay at your side and you will be happier this way.

i'll move away.

madeline.
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