SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

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this entry is seriously done out of boredom and to prevent myself from falling asleep. sighs. and this entry is gonna sound so so so random.

crazy sunday with crazy schedules with sleep deprived times equates to madness.

woke up at 5.05 AM today just to head to the office to do testing. gosh. but guess what the rest of colleagues had to arrive at 4 am and they still sound more lively then me. i guess i am pretty much resistant to waking up at such a time - IT'S SUNDAY SOME MORE.

expected it to end at around 7 plus. but sighs. due to unforseen circumstances, i am gonna be a jailbird for another few hours i think. and that means bye bye to catching up of some sleep if i arrive home earlier.

wanted to watch some gossip girls in the office, but guess what the videos contravenes office policies. so now i am left with blogging to keep myself awake and entertained.

blah. worse is there's db training later. i can't afford to skip anymore as the compeition is next week and i have not touched the paddle and row a single stroke before. so so so so so dead.

I WANNA CLAIM A HALF DAY BACK FOR NEXT WEEK. urgh.

13 weeks and 4 more days of working before my contract end. so that could only meant that i have worked for about 14 weeks alr. one of the longest job that i have. lalalalal. was thinking of taking a few days break before signing for another three months or sth. this time round i shant tie myself down so long so that i will be happier while counting down to the days where the contact will end. haha. living in denial again.

the feeling of ambivalence is seriously not doing any good, but what can i do? can i just throw everythingh away and embark on a long long long long vacation in an isolated island where i can just rest and think about what meals should i have and how much fun i am going to have only? sighs.

my storybook's left untouched again. urgh. i need to do some serious reading soon. i shall be more disciplined about everything that i do now. or else one year later, i am gonna start regretting all over again and then it's back to square one.

I WANNA GO HOME NOW and do many many many many other things. sighs.

met up with monster yesterday! hur. guess what she wore a dress. and being a bully as usual, i told her that we should go for a run and that no matter what she must pretend to be dman girlie and everything. hahaha.

she's gonna make ime grow fat la. firstly we had ben and jerry's ice cream at cathay. there was this guitarist who is around our age gviving a live performance ALONE. pretty brave of him i guess, after all it take a lot of courage to stand in front of the rest and perform, but he was kinda shy though. but he's cute and his vocals and guitar skills are not bad. and his gf was damn damn damn damn damn mean la. she wasn't even giving him any of her attention throughout the performance, and refuse to help him adjust the volume. so mean la. sighs. it's always like that and the vicious cycle goes on. hur.

then we walked from ps to newton circus. quite enjoyable as the weather wasn't too humid or too dry. we talked about quite a number of stuff, and ya it's is proven that girls don't always to what they say especially when it involves the matter of the heart. oh well. isn't that just typical?

i guess i was pretty fated to the place where she withdrew the money from the posb outlet. i just had the feeling that ... was nearby and thus started to walk towards the building while she took the money.

after that i told her about it while we were having dinner. slacked at newton circus for awhile while eating most of the food. damn it. she's gonna make me grow sideways la. and soon i will have difficulty and probably sinking the dragonboat. =X

then we decided to walk back to douby gaut and while walking back, we past ... again. this time round we walked by the front entrance and guess what. my gut feeling was right. sighs. how i wish i could just walk in and ................................ but .............. sighs.

*why oh why? where is the problem? are wee going to encircle the whole thing again?

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