shucks. i am getting emo in the middle of the night. is this the usual time that things just keep hovering around your head and won't go away?

subtle irony is just the way it is; one moment you just wanna solve everything. but the next, you wish you just have a private boat to take you far away from whatever that is bogging you down.

sighs. why does some stuff seem so easy to attain, but once you try to reach for it, it seemed as though you have just gotten the smokescreen instead of the real destination, is that just part and parcel of life?

after almost 3.5 years of graduating, am i starting to lose the culture that i was once so accustomed to or have i just conformed and blend into the poly lifestyle? i miss the good old days. sighs.

blog hopped just now and realized that many many many people's blog sounded pretty emo recently. sighs. if only we can just draw smiles on our faces that easily, wouldn't that be nice?

sometimes a busy schedule is good.
1. it stops you from thinking so much
2. you know that you are doing something useful instead of just wasting it away.
3. after doing all those stuff, you will be too tired and will just knock out immediately after hitting the sack.

but the bad thing is that you will feel super super super stressed at times, reality and adulthood suck big time.

if only some words can be spelled out that easily. it would make everyone's life much better. sighs.

it's just unfair. some people slogged their life away and never achieve what they have set out, while some will just attain it jut by lifting a finger and will never appreciate it. where's the justice in this case?

* should i go for the media launch tomorrow?

madeline.
03031988.
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WISHES
smiles.
grow taller? HAHA.
laptop.
travelling.
uni.
many many other wants. =)



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