"trying to fit a square into a circle was my life?". sounds familiar to a lot of teens and young adolescents out there? actually it's practically nothing new, especially whn you try to make everything go the right way instead of the wrong way. heh.

oh well. it's been four days since i am back from the trip. but was occupied till now. so now i shall give a brief summary. well, basically it was just more and more friendlies during the trip. and while that was happening, we bonded a lot with each other, expecially to those whom we hardly speak to during training. great trip. enjoyed myself. did shopping, lots of eating and had lots of craziness and laughters too. i hope everybody enjoyed too. =) love you guys to bits.

gonna have a busy week again. with chalet, meetings, workshops and trainings. and i still have yet to go out with xian, heng, debs and the other three. and i have to declare something too. I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE. anyone out there would like to sponsor me? sighs. ok. i plan to do a lot of things over this weekends. but it's so not happening. i have the drive but not the effort. rahs.

certain issues have become a routine. its becoming more and more intimidating. sighs. they are taking turns to be in and out of that place. sighs. i don't know what to do. i don't wanna go to that place anymore. can i just breakaway from that part of reality?

so another misery have happened. and i can't do anything avout it also. it's hard to just ask me to not to bother and care whtn things which were once so good and close to me are all gone. i wanna reach out to you, but is that the right thing to do? i'm such an idiot and fool when it comes to this. sighs.

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uni.
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