SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.

Friday, September 22, 2006

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eh. seems to favour the times font alot nowadays. kinda neat and tidy i guess.

two days of school and both sucks. especially the first day. woke up late while trying to be early. so in the end had to rush to wash up and everything. nevermind ya. in the end reached the bus stop early still, just in time just to realise that the bus came much earlier than the usual time. so in the end was late. never mind. then had to take the train to school. had only one minute to rush down to the platform. was really betting my luck and ran down the stairs which is like the underground one and another one to take the train just to see the train whizzed past in front of me. oh my tian la. and i was running really late already. so in the end couldnt meet hazel and dan. at least the 902 bus wasn't that cruel. manage to catch it. but reached class at 8.40++. but the fac didn't want to mark anyone late but just said "it's the latecomers lost" so i was like ok. and didn't manage to form the team that i want. ok. never mind. the team that i was in was pretty okay. but the class is like having high tension throughout all the meetings. it was so scary. sometimes you feel that you are so dumb listening to all the prodigies speak. but on the other hand you can;t afford to lack behind but just study. and just cause i didn't really voice out during the third meeting i didn't get the grade that i want. wth. and the flu virus is comnig back again, damn. and some stuff happened. and it really affected me somehow.

the second day was yet another stressful day to begin. nice fac that came with hell lots of expectations and requests. and to make thing worst. we have a boy genius in the class. i seriously think that he is able to score 4 points when he grad from rp. but he deserve the grade. but jsut listening to him speak and him delegate tasks to his members really made me stare and my jaw to dropped. i saw a few others in the class doing the same when they heard him speak. and someone told me that she rather not have her brains cause it lacks the "playful" cells. well. i think i can donate some to him. hahas. med tech wasn't as easy as we expected it to be. maybe the fac asked for more than what was needed. but oh wells.

54 more days of school to go. can time fly faster at this point of time. sighs. i need to work hard. not forgetting the fact that i want to enter the local uni. not much of a choice. soon i am gonna dream of NUS, NTU or SMU. it's so gonna haunt me if i am not gonna work hard now. no matter what i will survive through this. yes i will.

went out with heng today. thanks heng for the treat. was a great time! managed to laugh through some stuff and forgot about some stuff! heh! thanks bro. =)

when it was all so right.

when it was all so assured.

it's so different now.

though it may change

but it may never go back to those times anymore.

to say that it don't matter will be a lie.

but never mind.

at least you have found someone whom is worth your effort.

maybe it's better to keep off before anything that you don't want to exposed become known.

or.

i really have no idea what's wrong.

i don't know

all those times in the past.

seem to have diminished as time passes.

in the end.

it's only the same people who are holding on.

while the others move on just like a passing passenger of a public transport.

is that the part and parcel thing that will happen throughout life?

if it is.

then who and what is there to hold on to when we are dire straits and need someone the most?

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