after a week of struggling. i am back to rant. hehs. yup. had been a tough week. managed to pull through a little somehow. thanks to those woh had, have and are still there for me. you guys mean a hell lot to me alright? though i don't express and say those things, it doesn't mean that you are forgotten ok? you guys are deeply appreciated and loved. smiles and cheers to you guys.

spoke to vincente yesterday and admitted that my brain is old. haha. maybe i have been thinking too much. maybe i have not. but nevertheless, if things din turn out that way, maybe i would not have though about it that way either. but never mind. all those thinkings have made me realise a lot of things and at the same time helped me grew stronger somehow and somewhere.

it takes so much strength just to breakdown and realise those obstacles that you have. it takes more strength to realise that you need tobe brave and face whatever that are coming. and lastly it takes the most strength and courage to actually overcome and struggle through it and stand up again in the end. don't you just agree with that?

the only thing i can say right now is that. when things and obstacles are really placed before you, don't avoid but choose to stand tall and face it bravely. once you learn to avoid, it becomes a habit and you will use it so often that it don't matter anymore. and when things really get out of hand, that's when you really will have to deal and suffer all the consequences. which was much worse than what you have to deal with previously.

feelings can be manipulated so easily at times that it becomes so scary and unreal. but nevermind. just stay true right? but sometimes it's easier said than done. haha.

i'll pull through it all

just in need of time and strength.

i wanna get out of everything.

yes i will

i will have the last laugh.

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