it's been a week of craziness withlots of hiccups here and there. it's such a relieve that some of them are over. firstly, my mum's not in singapore. so i have to do all the rubbish at home. not that i am complaining. but i realised how hard is it to just cope all at once. and the nobility of mothers. heh. =)

so ya. din really get to rest till today. nearly collapsed. really. was way too tired. friday UT, then went out. came back to do some rubbish till quite late. sat, woke up before noon. went to church. den gradma's house. then came back to do chores. the same routine for sun. had school on mon and then training plus sch on tues. =X

ended up with a slight fever last night after training with giddiness and headache. and training was darn sucky.hais. was damn stoney and sucky. hais. RAH. so much that i could have said or done or improve. but hais. was just in the mood of not wanting to do anything and. hais. nvm.

RAH! oh man. hais. stepped on someone's tail again. that person had tried to accomodate to me, but i have let that person down again. hais. i'm just too tired and i don't know. hais. RAH!

the wait. the insensitivity. the inability to express oneself. the avoidability. the fear. they are all eating me up. bit by bit. RAHs!

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