after 6 days of mia-ing i am back to blogging. things just keep changing and revolving around so many things. when can we ever catch our breaths? when can we ever be stronger than our previous selves? nobody can answered those questions except for ourselves.

turn left, turn right, go straight away or stay put? i really don't know. help. everything seems like the wrong move. when things seem so obvious, it just lacks the admitting. but i am not up for it. i am just too scared to know what will happen and the consequences. but its not gonna be fair. things are just so far away from what i want.

those things that i wanna say and express. i am trying so hard to express and i got shut off and shut out. coz i have snub and snapped at you before.

things have been so stagnant till recently. but there are just so many things that forming the barrier. so much that's keeping everything from everything. sighs.

i am jsut so afraid of dealing with your presence. it's my fault that certain things are at this state. but please don't force me anymore.i just can't bring myself to do anything about it. i guess i would rather avoid then do anything drastic. is that the best? i don't know. i just don't want history to repeat itself. please spare a though for whatever that you are doing. what you think is the best may not be at all. just cut me some slack k.

sometimes i just feel so invisible. can't help but feel so. the end.

madeline.
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grow taller? HAHA.
laptop.
travelling.
uni.
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