i'm in a very whiny mood now. hmmm. slack. bored. sleepy. that's how i am feeling now. so yawns ok! school today totally sucks. seems like i am here just to slack and nothing else. AH! i wann sleep, but the guys are gaming and it's kinda noisy. sobs. can only confide my misery here now. why does so many people knoe about my blog add while i don't know anything at all? did they plant some spies beside me or something? and yes. justin. disturb me. what tanned and fair. you are one atroucious person. i should have hit you harder. haha. so much for hitting you. idiot!

i wanna sleep! i wanna go home! yes i have cca later. so i cannot go home. and i have been pon-ing for what seems like forever. URGH! i am jsut getting pissed off. whenever i don't get enough sleep or when i am disturbed during naps, the disturber will experience a terrible death. *frowns. AH! i wanna scream. if only i can sleep in someone's arms now. yes madeline can continue dreaming. building sandcastles in the air. snores man.

thanks mel for whatever you have said. it did shake me up. breaking the reality to me. heh. i hope i can be as strong as you. not an ostrich that will stick my head into the ground again. my arm feels like it's coming off. *CRIES. somebody please dial 995 for me. =(

how am i gonna last for another 10 hours? sobs. =( yes. another wave of emotions have washed over me. i am in a cryyyYYY mood now. sighs. yes i am gonna work hard and die hard. stomach ache! coughing. ankle hurts. don't know what else. may be i am really dying. dots.

you've been a big part of me and still is =). am i ready to go back to what is wad? no matter what you i will need lotsa explanation first ok? i've never given you up. never will i also. as long as feelings remain the same. =)

what hints are you dropping? it's my fault partially, but you have to blame yourself for certain matters also. may be you have been hinting for me to get closer. but you are spiking me all the way. yes i am jealous. but so what. do you know anything? no. continue to do that. i don't matter in the first place right. continue to act cool and put on a cool front. may be all these din even happen at all. i've just been oversensitive and thinking too much. yes i hav been dao to you also. which i don't know why. blowing hot and cold at different times. that's me alright? live with it or leave. may be that's why you are leaving. i've disappeared for so long, but have you asked anything? no. UGH! i don't wanna think about this anymore.

been feeling much lighter lately though i know some problem is arising soon. i hope that i am strong enough to withstand it. as i have promised someone that i will stand strong till the end of this term. nothing is gonna bring me that down. i have the support that i need. yes i can do it and make it.

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