yes 23 minutes before i should get to bed. AH! k this is gonna be a quick but i promse that the content will be the utmost; all like the previous entries! bascially, school just started and i am really dying already. i just hope that the weekends will come real quickly. then my countdown will be one week down! man. its like time passes so slowly now. horrible! darn!

since it's the start of the semester in a brand new class, i was actually kinda scared to get into class at firat. lucky i got to know justin friend or else i will really be all alone! first day of school was horrible. really horrible! the presentation went on and on. it was as if they will never leave till tomorrow or someting and they have to sa y everything out by today. ARGH! they don't know how pissing off it is. plus they are so out of point and there were so many repetitions! yes i din bother, although the teacher was right behind me only, i was chatting away on msn. HAIL to the person who invent msn. or else i would have so died yesterday. today's team was much better. at least i managed to survive and i got a good fac! lame members which made me laugh nonstop. oh no. i have began arguing with someone already. but the content is quite lame and funny! cant help it!! haha. i think i am really dismissing the thought of changing class to sy and shaun's class. cause of a few reasons. but i think i shouldnt say anything here in case i am slandering someone. so yup.

training was disastrous please. did like i think 300 squats. not gonna blame anyone cause we are suppose to work as a team. but it really hurts. darn! had difficulty climbing the stairs and so on. so terrible can! why cant we have escalators sicne the school's so rich! AH! i think it is gonna continue to hurt till thurs, the day when we have training again. sure die again. =( yes and i almost made the whole group did another 100 squats. lucky never cause i went to pick balls in the end! oops. i think my serving skills when down again. after all the efforts of one month. just cause i never go for training consistently. i deserve it i know! so for next training onwards i must put in much more effort. more than usual. i will buck up an be better than last time. but sorry to those heads that my balls almost hit! especially meifong. cause i almost headshot her once and never pick up her ball for her so in the end it rolled far far away. =( i managed to do main spike! was damn happy. but i know that i will have lots to improve and i will! never fail to try!

went shopping with xian today. and went back to the old class for lunch was so like last time. and i felt so much lighter as compared to the fact of changing class. although i was kinda quiet. just tired i guess and thinking about some stuff. those were the times that i will always treasure in my memory box! somehow i think that no matter how close we get to our new classmate, the bonds will never be ableto overtake the stronger bonds that were made during the first semester. and i taught xian something. i think she's gonna use it very often already! and i told her that i will buy a bible for her. i feel holy again. i am spreading god's word and love.

forgetting is never an easy task. especially when you don't know whether it's the best choice that you can ever make. cause with every decision, there will ba a cause, effect and it may even include a turning point so ya. i wanna forget. but something is stopping me. and i don't know what's that. and i am going crazy thinking about this.

thinkering column: never do something that you will regret. especially when it is gonna affect someone greatly. spare a thought for the other party and think about the outcome before carrying out any action. the person may end up getting more wounded than you ever thought so and it may even end certain things that actually was supposed to have a good ending. even if that person forgive you. it's gonna take time to heal the wounds. somethings what's said cant be taken back. i don't know how to descibe how i am feeling now. but i am definitely not on cloud 9 and it is not gonna get any better till i don't know when. though it hit me much later, it still saddens me a lot.

*shits i exceeded the 23 min k. gotta fly. =X

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