SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.

Monday, September 26, 2005

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the fact that we are gonna change class is some what a confirmed verdict already. at least we have done our best to try to change things. so i guess we won't regret. but i am gonna miss all the nonsense that we have together. cheese pie pat. haha. bah. how time flies. soon i will be year two. then three. den soon out of the school. i just hopw that i will be able to remain in contact with everyone that i've made in RP. they had left remarkable footsteps in my life. and i really mean it. currently, i've found 4 people who are taking the same module as me. but whether we will be in the same class or not is still a big mystery. sighs. what an outcome. will there be an outcome of having more good friends after every change of class per semester? god knows.

i guess once i knew that we were changing class. i begin to forgive and forget your mistake. although we may end up in the same class again but i just realised that time passes so quickly and it's better to make a friend than have an enemy. after all, forgiveness is indeed the best gift that one can ever give and receive. and it will cause some of my unhappiness to go away. so ya. i guess i'm jsut gonna forgive and forget. after all no one is perfect in the world.

within such a short time so many things have happened. it's really time that i start wakingu p and learn from lessons. after all it's part and parcel of life.i just need to take a deep breath and be ready to face things. you may sleep your problem away for awhile, nut when you wake up, it's all the same. you still have to face it. it's only a matter of time. right?

shucks! my memory is seriously becoming from bad to worst! how?! darn. age is cathcing p with me! ah!

i've sorta cleared something and manage to leave a heavy burden that has been with me for so long. i am relieed. but at the same time i cant help but feel a teeny weeny bit of sadness. sighs. i don't know how to describe how i feel

i'm further disappointed. should i heed wh's advice? ah! i'm still clinging on without knowing whether whatever i am doing will have the result that i am hoping for. a simple question was asked. but it has and had not been answered. you promised an answer but at a later time. a time which make me wonder. for i don't know when will i get it.

ec told me that he saw someone that looks like me. eeks! replica again! do i have common face that can be seen everywhere? from my cousin to my junior to that girl! bah!

thinkering of the day: friends made within a day can last for a lifetime. especially if they have made a great impact in your life and change you in some ways or others. it's not the quantity that matters ultimately, it's the quality. even if you manage to put up a mask and deceive the whole entire world out there, you won't be able to deceive yourself and those who care for you and are the closest to you, cause they know you too well to be able to unmask everything. no matter ehat they will be there for you. to lend a listening ear to your problems. to lend you a shoulder to cry on. to dry your tear when it start flowing, and there to pick you up whenever you fall hard. they will never fail to care.

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