SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.

Friday, September 16, 2005

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after 6 days i am back to my bloggy again! haha. didnt know that i have not blogged for so long. so lost in don't know what. haha. neways. let me sum up what happened for the past few days. was mapling whenever my connection on my laptop was available. haha. k. this is my first time getting so addicted to this kinda games. = other than that, i have been sick for almost for a week already. bah. so horrible. k. i totally forgot what i wanna blog. damn. stm is getting me more and more. uh oh!

almost died the other day; couldn't sleep for the whole night due to the headache, became super pissed in the end and decided to get out of bed at like 8 plus 9. my dad could happily presumed that i'm nuts, waking up so early, so unexpected. it's liek you can buy lottery kind already, cause normally i will wake up in the noon. haha. i have to admit that i am quite a pig. been sick for so long. starting with a sore throat for three days, and now i'm down with a bout of flu and cough. and thw worst was my temperature is hot during the night and cold during the day. lucky the headache thing has subside and hardly present! =)

skipped training twice. kinda missed the ballies!! haha. what a name for them. mdeline's term or word again. hurry insert this new data into all present dictionaries. oh on. i am going nuts again. how? i will go for training next week and put in my very best. i hope! sorry kok for making you stay in school telling you that i will be going for training , but in the end din go, neither did i go out with you. promise to go out with you some time soon alright? cheer up! things will be alright in the end.

gonna have class chalet next week. don't know when i am going to blog again. bt i will blog about what happened during chalet. hope that everything will go on smoothly and fine, and nobody is gonna be anhry with anybody as it maybe the last time when we hang out together as a class alreadt. although not everybody is going. going to meet up with that guy to talk about the changing of class again. hopw everything goes on fine. *prays hard. hope that god will answer my prayer for at least now.

i am totally lost in my situation now how? what shall i do? what can make the answer seem more obvios than now and give me a direction as to where to head to and what to do. help. t maybe because it's 8 days and counting that we have not seen wach other already. i don't know. AH! help! i am totally lost.

i begin to find excuses for every hurting actions that people do to me. maybe i am just avoiding or consoling myself. but i know you guys have your reason for doing all these. i just hope that you all are fine. that's all. don't put up a mask when you know that i can see through so easily. really. after knowing you all for so long. but at least it's making me feel much better than facing reality and get more hurt. and sick into depression? i don't know. again i'm praing hard that everything will turn out fine. =)

thinkering column: as people grows older, they begin to think more and more. really. for every consequences. many a times. all these thinking actually brings more hust to the rest. it's just that they themselve don't know. they think that being nonchalant is the best. but it isnt. secondly, when people don't know what to do for the case or instant, they will be avoiding. but again it is hurting another person. though it may be something that the person least expect or don't wish to happen. but many a time it's too late.

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