second entry of today. i don't have to put up a sign or write it on my face about how i feel, but i can choose to type it down here. i wanna switch off the lights in my room while typing. i wanna see the stars on my ceiling. i wanna have peace. i'm breaking. although i promised to help, i'm totally helpless. what am i suppose to do.

just when i need the company. everyone seemed so superficial. i feel even worst. really terrible. will crying solve everything? or should i just numb myself by doing what i use to do? i'm yired, but it'll be a sleepless night, or not a good night sleep.

things keep piling on me, am i suppose to take all the blows all at one time? i cant. everything seems to be coming. so many stuff and i am suppose to tide over them on myself. can i raise the white flag and give up? i know i cant give up, i won't lose hope in my sister, i won't. i must stand firm for her, i will give her support to tide over this. i have faith in her.

madeline.
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