k here am i blogging again. k today was totally thrash for some events. had cold war with xian even though i gave in already, she still insisted on ignoring me for that thing that i've done. but i brought it upon myself and refust to listen to herin the first place. im agine if i do that thing again. i think we can declare a world war already. in the end was kinda pissed and showed attitude. that's the usual me anyways. but tonight everthing returned to normal, her ignoring period was finally over too.

i am super anti black today. all blacks fault. hmm i meant the clothes colour, not being racist or anything. they are like so horrible. what's with the sea of black people in school today, and worst still they did someting evil without knowing. how infuriating! urgh! just when i wanted to do something. rah!

my depressive mood was sorta brightened up a lot when i know that my sis is gonna be discharged tomorrow! woohoo!! for once something good is happening after a week of disasters. but my other sis is gonna get into bigger trouble soon if she doesn't do what she's suppose to do. like what i mentioned. after a problem is solved, another one arises so quickly. i am not anticipating for anything more ya. it only adds on to my constant misery though i do not show it most of the time or so. i guess? i don't know either.

hmm. i guess i made a wrong turn in life with what i did on the previonus night. may not be able to go for training due to that, kinda dumb but ya. i don't have a choice i guess? again i am not sure of what's my choice either. my brain seems to be too clouded with emotions and happenings that it's overpowering everything else. even me rational and logical thinking. darns.

on a lighter issue, i think it's quite hilarious and that everything is beating about the bush. or is it just a one-sided thinking? bah i don't know again. i swear that is gonna be my pet phrase soon. if only i can brain read everyone. k that's too impossible for me to possess. =X but i hope that things are going to be good for a change, i'll continue to try to make things better i hope. will see what can be done.

it's like i'm becoming more and more of a pig. everyday during the breaks given, i'll spend some time sleeping. i guess it's due to all the things that's happening. sleeping is my only way out to refairn me from thinking too much. currently listening to boson's where are you, though it's quite an old song already; it's still nice and sweet. searching for it for so long and finally found it. =) probably i am too sentimental for my sake. bah. but that's better than being heartless right?

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