hee. shall start my entry with that and not with bah. freaks. feel so lame today can. just elated over some stuff that happened earlier on. =) happiness is all around me for once, and i can forget about the anger that i had earlier on. woohoo! finally something that will make me smile for once.

spoke to laura just now. i feel the barrier in between us. it's so obvious. i'm trying so hard just to continue in the conversation wtihout making it seem awkward. i don't mind taking the initiative. but she seemed uninterested. sighs. what have i done this time. all her replies seemed so defensive. but i tried at least. but i'm sad about it too. sighs. don't know. clueless. totally clueless. but i won't let it spoil my mood, my joyous day! just hope that things will be improved. =)

have been eating so much lately. shucks. really getting fat soon. though i visit the toilets very often. oops. gory detail exposed to the public. = but i want to eat ice-cream now. have been abstaining from it for like so long, due to the stupid cough. but i cant blame anyone; keep feasting on chocolates. a chocolate a day keeps madeline happy the whole day. =) at least i feel high after eating it. and i just can't get enough of it.

watched a movie just now. after that, i was wondering what if tomorrow was the last day of the wotld, what would i do? i will have lotsa regrets on certain stuff, i mean like who won't right. but on the other hand it's a good release from the hurt and the cruel reality for many. ain't i right to say that? for i am a good example myself. but if today's really the last day for this whole universe, i would like to thank everyone who actually played a part in moulding me to what i am today, for the good and the bad. at least i'll die knowing that i've gone through the ups and downs of life, and through many thicks and thins with the people that i'm close to. =) sound touching eh? better tear soon!

damn i forgot what i wanted ot say again. shucks. my memory is failing me. oh yes. tomorrow is my sister's birthday, should i skip training just to be with her for one day? celebrated it today though, but i wanna spend time with her. ever since poly started, i don't really play with her anymore. umz. she's only 8 so don't be mistaken ya? and my other sis has been sick for days, thus she's kinda lonely and left alone with nobody to play with. but i hav training, and i wanna go for it. how? should i just go off early like what yen did? shall just let fate decide, don't wanna dweel too much on it. but i cant believe that i actually foegot about her birthday, guess i've been too caught up with my own stuff lately. sorry sis. =( will make it up to you by buying you stuff that you like ya? =)

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grow taller? HAHA.
laptop.
travelling.
uni.
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