SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

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had ut today. hm. the whole thing was pretty alright i guess and hope. haha. sound a little helpless and useless right? let me tell you how i revised my module, i was in the train with this other year 1 guy, he happened to open his laptop and read through he's ppt. then i happen to recall some of the slides that he was reading so heh. was like peeping at his laptop most of the time. smart right. same energy and time. heh. win already. just kinda guessed the last question and anyhow click the multiple choice thingy, lucky it's a multiple choice, or else sure die. better get all the 6p for communication by tonight, cause i'll be super tired after training and i'll be home quite late so ya. nd i need to arrange the stuff on my laptop, the whole thing is so messy now. so horrible. =(

xian, sy and i went to the courts near shaun's house to play badminton and volleyball just now. was fun! although it was like for awhile only. =) i manage to stop his spiking and return the ball! wahaha. was pretty alright, just that i need to work on my direction and not to hold so long for setting. it takes time so ya. but i'll try my best. oh i visitd my mizuno ball today!! haha. actually it's a little crazy to buy that ball. but it's damn nice. and yes. i bought a mizuno shoe bag. nice ok! orange and dark blue in colour! don't know why. seems to have an addiction for strikey colours nowadays.

i think today's team coordination and cooperation totally sucked ya. only few were doing the work given. the rewst was just doing their own stuff, sleeping and else where. but when presentation came, those that din do anything stole the lime light and just did most of the thing like as if they know everything, they kept cutting those who actually did the work. how mean is that. it's really unfair. they are gonna get the grades, but the level of effort is not there. injustice is done all over again. = perhaps that's just what gonna happen in the working life also, and i swear that i ain't looking forward to work with such people. even if they wanna slack, at least contribute something that is useful and meaningful, slack with intelligence.

now the nail that is coming off is clinging onto one side of the new nail. damn. if it doesnt come off soon i am afraid to go for training tomorrow. i am afraid that the condition will become worst. how? cant pluck it out, it's sorta still joinet to the sking; whenever i try plucking out, it's damn painful. ah!!

finally spoke to matilda, after such a long long time. she has already formed a barrier between us. i have and had neglected her. sighs. no matter how hard i am going to break down the barrier and i must. i am not going to disappoint her again. no way am i going to do it. =) this sis of mine means a lot to me ya. =) guess she have contacted nessa that's why she called me just now. but sadly, my phone wasnt with me. guess i'll sms her tomorrow or something. girl, don't worry ya. i'll keep my promise this time and contact you no matter what.

my younger sister is having fever again. and she just recovered from it last week. it's all my food. if i had not brought back the food maybe nothing would have happened. she's losing wright again. it's not as if she's not skinny enough. sighs ok. sad. i am guilty of harming her this time round. =(

i feel so lost k. i don't know what's going on. ah!! help. i need reassurance. bah!! or at least something to tell me something. =)

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