don't know how to start this entry. or rather don't know what to say. just felt like "penning" out my feelings and thoughts. so ya. here it goes.

sorta blew up at someone today, when the person was insensitive towards my sis's plight. was i too hot-headed? even after the person apologised, i din felt like speaking anymore. i mean like this issue is rather serious already, and that person still can make a joke out if it. so ya. ended up ticking that person off. =

spoke to my sis's teacher today. just happened that she's my ex-cca's in charge. sighs. sads. she still insist of meeting my dad or mum. don't know how my sis gonna break the news to my dad or mum. sighs. then i asked what will happen to her, she told me that she'll have to do 10 hrs of sch srvice, apologise to that erspective personal, and have demeritted pts for some sch pt system. and upon hitting 30 demerrited pts, one will get kicked out of school. and the 30 pts is for the whole of 4 years some more. how i wish i can do something about it to help her, but i know that it's impossible. =( why arent i 21 yet, i could be her guardian, then would have save her from all this. =(

this incident has stopped me from thinking about my other current stuff, and i keep getting heacaches today although i slept a lot. sighs. sads. i know i've disappointed someone out there. i'm sorry, that person has probably read my previous entry. or maybe not. i have no idea at all. but anyhows. i really do not have the mood to think of anything else besides my sis problem now. i know that it isnt fair, but i don't have a choice ya? i promise i'll come back to it soon and do something about it. and also to tackle other stuff that has been going on in my life.

i feel like drinking. sighs. but it's gonna make my headache worst. shucks la.terrible weekend. when is this gonna be over? =(

i hope that things on my side won't turn out to be so bad as i have expected. i don't want anything big to get out of it. i don't want anyone to be affected by it. i just wanna make peace. am i too over sensitive over this issue? how i wish i am, thus all this worries will be gone once i think through things.

*praying hard. =(

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