been days since i last blogged. wanted to blog yesterday but was too tired. laid on my bed and fell asleep within like two minutes? wanted to wake up to study for today's ut but was tired. anyways. today's ut is totally thrashed! horrible to the max. but who can i blame. i din put in the effort right?

sorry nessa that i hung up on you during that period of time when you need me the most, i really had to go. after that i really dont know what to say. and i'm always occupied. i myself dont even have the strength to acutally face certain things right now. and i don't wanna make you feel any worse. sighs. i just feel that i've been overburedened and i need time to stand again. please treasure your life. i guess i know what's happening. please know the difficulties of everyone ya?

i don't know what to say about myself ya? feeling thrashy and i wanna scream. i guess i was too mean to russell's team though. while facilitating their team i really brought them down. i guess that's me ya. when i don't see the quality i will start voicing out opinions. but i mean no harm ya? sorry if i was too harsh. i hope you guys are fine. =)

training was ok. i guess i am omproving bit by bit. sorry to limay. you had to run so much just o get the ball. know that you were kinda pissed off by me somehow. sorry ya. will work hard to improve on my skills ya? will value your views and improve. =) thanks a lot ya.

i know that i have disappointed you time and again. i am sorry. i really had the intentions of approaching you. but you turned away. it isnt your fault its mine. i gave you the cold shoulder in the first place. sighs. i am sorry. i knew that there were several times when you wanted to approavh me but you were debating whether to or not to. i wished you did ya. but i know my actions told you that you are a complete stranger to me. i am sorry again ya? i know so many sorry make this whole thing not sincere at all. but i dont know what else i can do. i am just nervous when you are close. yup.

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