bah. blogging in school now. so bored. the drowsy effect of the medicine is working up again. now i'm addicted to david tao's angel. find it very soothing and calm. solace indeed. although over the past few days i slept like over 20 hours, i'm still tired. i want to sleep now. bah. =( the science module is making me more tired cause it's boring.

laura closed her blog just when i started mine. i sorta expected it. but i am disappointed still. we have not been talking for weeks since the last disagreement. sighs. though i tried to talk, but it is to no avail. i don't know how long more is this gonna continue. but i know that it will take more time to solve all this, and for the hurt to go away. the past memories seem so far and distant, and i can no longer reach out to her.

i kwp wanting to write letter to mailda, but always forget and end up not doing. don't know when i'll get down into doing that. i've so much to say to her. i guess it's time to open up to her. i don't wanna hurt and disappoint her anymore. when she place so much hopes in me. i don't want to lose another godsis, especially when she used to be so close to me. i want the past back. i don't want the present, can i do anything to get it back. sighs

i feel so lost. sleep has become my passion and solace which i yearn for. in order to take me away from reality. how i wish i can sleep now. ZzZzZzZZZZzz.

everything in life can appear so strong. but when something happens, it breaks so easily. so fragile. and it takes time to piece all the broken pieces back. when is my bottle of glue coming to mend everything back? haha. =

i think i am giving up. i don't know. i don't want things to get compliacted. i am withdrawing before anything happend and before anyone gets hurts. am i a coward or a snail that always retreat when i meet a obstacle? i guess i am. i've started to avoid, and i will continue to till i stand up strong again.

madeline.
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WISHES
smiles.
grow taller? HAHA.
laptop.
travelling.
uni.
many many other wants. =)



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-andrew tan.
-caleb.
-chinglin.
-debbie.
-eeling.
-gary.
-gillian.
-guoyong.
-ivy.
-janis.
-junguang.
-kelly.
-laura.
-lixian.
-matilda.
-mel.
-rena.
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-shuzhen.
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